Goodbye 07....welcome...2008!!

Another year gone….what have I learned, what have I gained, what have I lost….career wise…best ever year….personal life…..worst ever….have I ever hurt so many people in one year……how could I lose people so close to me….people who made me what I am today…..why did I humiliate myself…….why did I say so many lies…….to others and myself……why was I not strong enough…..and be a man…..how could I stand tall and say…..i have done things right…..when I really haven’t……
Yet….what have I learned…..nothing I guess……just getting ready to welcome the New Year…..and repeat the same acts again…..in the new year. Why cant I just leave 2007 behind…..and start fresh in 2008…..i never will be able to do that….cos what I ve done in 2007…..i will be taking that to my grave…..and until that day……it will haunt me…..it will torture me……even then….i would love those thoughts…..they are a part of me….those memories and thoughts…..its all mine and just mine…..no one can share…..no one can compare…..no one can emulate….those feelings and thoughts have my name written all over
Yes 2008 could be different…I might do better in my career….and maybe do the stuff I did in 2007…..in a different way so as not to hurt so many…..let bygones be bygones…..whoever said that…..never had a clue what life is……live life to the fullest….have no regrets….have no pain….have no mercy…..have fun….and loads of it…everybody out there….wish you all a fabulous 2008…..see you all in the new year…